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The battle of my life

Oddly, I am laughing as always. Such a weird way of starting a blog. I have been struggling with  prayer, lately; also, I have been reading about Isaac and his family, as well as Shem's lineage. The way I have been stuck in studying this subject matter, I just don't want to admit that I am confused. I am even researching historians’ papers on the subject in addition to scripture, as I am utterly clueless. So, to get out of my funk and weird space, I decided to write to you.   I recently came across two unpublished blogs that I wrote in 2020 and 2021. I guess I have been trying to be a blogger for a minute. As I read the blogs, I wondered if I should silently post them or just let them be. I am still thinking about it, but they reminded me of what I would call the “battle of my life”. I once tried to write a blog about this titled ”Diary of a fat girl”. For some odd reason, I am laughing myself into a stupor, woooo (as I fan myself). Anyway, I am merely trying to be as open...
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Solomon is king, stay in your lane!

Good day,   I am so overwhelmed, where do I begin? Recently, my pastor taught a message on purpose. I remember it was a Friday stream, which was God sent because prior to it, I had a conversation with a colleague about purpose and God’s love. My colleague felt like God loved other people more than others because of what he availed or withheld from them. Obviously, this outlook is a distortion of truth, thus an avenue used by the enemy to make people to question their value, place, and identity in God’s Kingdom.   To be honest, I have been fascinated by the concept of purpose and to an extend “belonging”. I have often questioned my purpose and whether I am living purposefully. It is something that occasionally reared its head and brought forth incredibly heavy emotions. I have discussed this with quite   a number of people over the years and one person in particular said to me,   “Happy, the revelation of purpose is progressive.” This statement stands out amon...
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Death by a relationship

Good day,   I have been thinking about Samson and how the women in his life made his life difficult. I asked myself why he would make such decisions i.e., choose those women in particular. I then decided to write something about it but then did not know how to start. So, I thought back on my own journey with the Lord and remembered that I have my own experience that I could share. This story / experience was an avenue that I believe the Lord used to reinforce His stance on the nature, as well as quality of relationships that we should   have / build as believers. It also revealed my own hypocrisy as I read about Samson and judged him greatly.   This is by far the most personal that I have ever been with you. Here we go…   So, did I not have a crush on a man? Yes, I did! This exclamation mark says it all. I met this guy, and he was funny, kind, compassionate, understanding, attentive, etc. So, I fell in something (I am not going to call it love but it was ...
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